Random Ranting about stuff ---Basically, LOVE.

Right Now, I'm listening to a song by Shabba Ranks and Krystal.
It's about a woman in love w a man twice her age.

Often times, we love for very wrong reasons. We love someone because they are beautiful and we overlook their flaws because they are beautiful. That's wrong. Well, I think so. We should love someone because they complete us, and make us feel stuff that no friend, no family, no stranger can make us feel. I am very grateful that I was always taught this, so I found love in all the good places, I met the most amazing people. I don't think I have been "In love" alot but I have always grown to love the guys in my life, later as friends. People that I cared about and would hang out with because they make me happy. I am in no way claiming that they all possess the ability to make me happy now, but they definitely are guys that I can talk to. ANYTIME. And they would be there for me all the time, and thats an inner beauty that tops any angel smile, dimples, nice eyes, great lips etc. First thing to look for in a person: INNER BEAUTY. And inner beauty is something you should see before the outward beauty appears.

We love for material things. No self respecting woman should expect anything materialistic from any man. Expect his love, his trust, his faithfulness forget his car, his money, his house. How can you find love in those things? They don't build a stronger bond, and we need that spiritual bond before we can love someone. I'm not saying that you met him poor and because he decided to stay poor all his life, be ok w it. NO. but then again, poor is relative, but ALWAYS look for a guy w ambitions, if he is rich and has NO ambitions, he's not a keeper and likewise, if he is poor and has NO ambitions, ditch him NOW. Or spend a lifetime changing him. People without dreams have NOTHING in my mind. 

We love people for their names. Because his family name is prestigious, we decide to love him, coz we are those kinds of people that want to climb the social ladder, how you gon go and use someone like that? thats si deceptive. I can't rate yuh. Have enough confidence to DO IT YOURSELF. It WILL be hard, but if you want something bad enough, there is NOTHING you can't do, trust me, dont give up. 

Love a guy to hurt someone. Obviously, thats not love and we are only deceiving ourselves and toying with people's emotions. DON'T DO THIS!

Love to me means:
-Being able to sacrifice for him
-Always wanting the BEST for him, even when you are not the best.
-Even if you're hurt, smile when he smiles, coz you know if he knws ur hurt, he wont be able to smile. 
-Being able to laugh with him
-Being able to be honest with him, even if you're not honest w yourself.
All the little things make you love someone, not the money or the beauty or the name or the clothes or w/e other reasons...its the little things

Like getting a text from him, when he's not a "texter person"
Like, him watching a total girly flick w u...infront his friends
Like, him smiling with those cute dimples that make u wanna walk to the caf to buy him chocolates, coz he asked so nicely and you lost when u played "rock, paper. scissors" haha
Like him falling asleep on the fone even though he knows u hate it, but he just wanted to talk to u so badly, that tiredness took over and he tried so hard. 
Its all the little things he does, randomly bursting into song lol

If the little things irritate you, then he/ she is not the one for you. You don't love him. So just let him go..but if it's the little things is what you can't live without...hold on to him for dear life...

"I am in love." 

Ok guys...gdnight now! 
Muwahhh!!   

Finally, an update

Dear Readers,
I know I haven't updated in such a long time, but to everyone that has a blog with a life knows that, well, sometimes life is more interesting.

Firstly, I did Summer School. Someone punch me now. Worst idea of the year. It was dreadful. I like school but ugh, getting up that early to do Stats and Critical Reading Review was TORTURE! I twist my ears never EVER EVER to do summer school again, no matter my rush to finish school.
Good thing I had my important people in that class to get my through and make me laugh constantly, and not to mention PASS. I am dreadful in Stats but still ended up w a B+ Holla! all coz my friends practiced constantly and of course, help me w all the assignments. I'm embarassed to admit that i probably copied down 65% of the assignment work. My brain was on Shut down mode after the Spring semester ended.

I went Carriacou this summer, for the FIRST time, its nothing to report but a small island, that you would see in those creepy horror movies, where everyone is friendly but they all turn out psycho, in this case, they all turned out drunk. It was a good experience though, the boat ride was my favourite, I felt like Rose from Titanic, all i needed was Leonardo DiCaprio (one day...)

Carnival, it was superrrr fun. I mean, I was planning to play jouvert (google is your best friend if you dont knw wht jouvert is :P) but ummm, due to some shots taking...I ended up...in my house, unconscious, and had a memory blackout. Yes people, worst than Sandblast...eeeks. Good thing there wasnt any stage.

I played monday night mass which was uber fun :) I have a yearly tradition now :)

I registered for school yesterday and now im freaking sick! Sore throat and a cold, I blame dancing in the rain (which I would probably do all over)

Steffane Moments of the Season:
I of course, Ripped my pants for monday night...it wasnt obvious, but...yikes!
I am pretty sure, when i was drunk, I fell coz now my head hurts.
A guy kept stepping on me, and he cause a shot shot on my toe.
I accidently broke our fridge.
More stuff but I cant remember...

What I learnt this summer:
Everyone holds on to what they love, we may never understand why a person cant let go of a friend, a boyfriend, an EX- boyfriend, a relative or whoever...and its not our place to judge anyone. We shoould just all accept that some things are too painful to let go of, so if you cant let go of an ex, dont stress it...YET. If you can't let go of a relative (deceased), dont stress it...YET.
If after a year, you still cant let go, consider therapy.

What is meant to be, will always be. If a relationship changes, its for the best but NEVER give up on something that you love too soon, coz often times, people just want to see how much they are worth fighting for.

You must have a best friend, you must have someone to tell everything too, coz then you're left all bottled up and you would turn red inside...and you may die.

Trust people, often times, if given a chance, people have the best intentions!

Stop judging people. Just love everyone.

Make a special effort to bond w someone who doesnt understand you, because face it, you're a great person, that's why you've never changed, show someone that side of you. Forget what others say.

Do a good deed everyday. Karma also means...good for good ;)
Plus the universe is watching!

Ok guys, enough of my rambling... :) cya!