Finally, an update

Dear Readers,
I know I haven't updated in such a long time, but to everyone that has a blog with a life knows that, well, sometimes life is more interesting.

Firstly, I did Summer School. Someone punch me now. Worst idea of the year. It was dreadful. I like school but ugh, getting up that early to do Stats and Critical Reading Review was TORTURE! I twist my ears never EVER EVER to do summer school again, no matter my rush to finish school.
Good thing I had my important people in that class to get my through and make me laugh constantly, and not to mention PASS. I am dreadful in Stats but still ended up w a B+ Holla! all coz my friends practiced constantly and of course, help me w all the assignments. I'm embarassed to admit that i probably copied down 65% of the assignment work. My brain was on Shut down mode after the Spring semester ended.

I went Carriacou this summer, for the FIRST time, its nothing to report but a small island, that you would see in those creepy horror movies, where everyone is friendly but they all turn out psycho, in this case, they all turned out drunk. It was a good experience though, the boat ride was my favourite, I felt like Rose from Titanic, all i needed was Leonardo DiCaprio (one day...)

Carnival, it was superrrr fun. I mean, I was planning to play jouvert (google is your best friend if you dont knw wht jouvert is :P) but ummm, due to some shots taking...I ended up...in my house, unconscious, and had a memory blackout. Yes people, worst than Sandblast...eeeks. Good thing there wasnt any stage.

I played monday night mass which was uber fun :) I have a yearly tradition now :)

I registered for school yesterday and now im freaking sick! Sore throat and a cold, I blame dancing in the rain (which I would probably do all over)

Steffane Moments of the Season:
I of course, Ripped my pants for monday night...it wasnt obvious, but...yikes!
I am pretty sure, when i was drunk, I fell coz now my head hurts.
A guy kept stepping on me, and he cause a shot shot on my toe.
I accidently broke our fridge.
More stuff but I cant remember...

What I learnt this summer:
Everyone holds on to what they love, we may never understand why a person cant let go of a friend, a boyfriend, an EX- boyfriend, a relative or whoever...and its not our place to judge anyone. We shoould just all accept that some things are too painful to let go of, so if you cant let go of an ex, dont stress it...YET. If you can't let go of a relative (deceased), dont stress it...YET.
If after a year, you still cant let go, consider therapy.

What is meant to be, will always be. If a relationship changes, its for the best but NEVER give up on something that you love too soon, coz often times, people just want to see how much they are worth fighting for.

You must have a best friend, you must have someone to tell everything too, coz then you're left all bottled up and you would turn red inside...and you may die.

Trust people, often times, if given a chance, people have the best intentions!

Stop judging people. Just love everyone.

Make a special effort to bond w someone who doesnt understand you, because face it, you're a great person, that's why you've never changed, show someone that side of you. Forget what others say.

Do a good deed everyday. Karma also means...good for good ;)
Plus the universe is watching!

Ok guys, enough of my rambling... :) cya!

My dayyy :)

Dear Readers,

Today was a very special day. I think I passed a hurdle. See, recently I was going through some very tough times and I acted very out of character. I was afraid of losing someone. This week though, something a dear friend of mine said; "If you're ever sad, you never show it." I realized it was true. When I get sad, I only call on those people I trust enough to see me cry otherwise I conceal my sadness (and this is NOT being fake, I hate passing negative energy on and would avoid doing it as often as I can control my feelings) anyways, at the end I learned that you don't lose people. Some come and some go, yes so what? the important people NEVER leave. They transform from best friend to just friend, crush to friend, ex-brother-in-law to friend, boyfriend to just friend. All because these people care about you enough to remain in your life. I am grateful that I have atleast five people I can call at any time and cry a river and they would be there for me. When we get hurt, we avoid anything that can cause pain again but I am not that type. I have picked the pieces up and Im glad I made a friend throughout it all. 

PS. sorry for ranting. 

On a fun note: 

I enjoyed this day throughly coz i woke up with a great mood ready to take over the world and in my head; I did.

Things that make me happy tag! :)

My superficial things: 

-My retractable eyeliner (which I'm out of coz my sister stole it *sad*)

-Shampoo! (I feel so incomplete w/o a full shampoo and conditioner set)

-Leave in hair conditioner (any kind, my fav would be Paul Mitchell's Tea tree leave in conditioner)

-Oh my closet...sometimes I get sad and just putting together an outfit would take my mind off the things that make me sad and it changes my mood.

-Books; this weekend, I read two books. One I've been dying to read (it was mentioned in a movie I saw and I've been itching to read it since). It's called "Love Story" By Eric Segal. It was a typical. Nothing that would make me cry. (well it was supposed to but I made a pact with myself that NOTHING would make me cry).

Non-superficial things:

Sorry to disappoint but family or friends are not on the list. I have people that care about me but only with their own selfish reasons. I know, No woman is an island and I could not survive without people but frankly I'm learning to be on my own and its truly a great feeling to just be your own friend. Its vital to love yourself before you can love anyone else. And that is what I am working on (btw...I have always loved myself). So the only one non-superficial thing I love is being alone. (NO, this is NOT depressing!) Its just that I appreciate more things without any influences. I love being able to be lost in my thoughts.

Best knowledge at the moment...sadly :(

My April Favs

So I've been MIA for a while..
Only coz i had finals :) and got great grades! excepting Literature which i got a B+ in :(

So here are my April Favs:

Midnight Blue by Revlon (nail polish)
Big coloured hoops
Desperate housewives
Gummi worms


....and thts about it, very boring. Hoping to post more coz i iz on my summer break!! :)

My favs for March

My favorites for the month of March:

1. Scope instead of listerine; I found that listerine burns wayyy more!!

2. Loving Sunsilk deep conditioning treatment for long hair and the leave in smoothing creme

3. Curls :)

4. Onion rings!!!

5. My literature class

6. Nudity (my own lol) 

7. Revlon colorstay black eyeliner (Liquid and retractable pencil) 

8. My Boyfriend <3 

  

Things I love for this January

1. Im loving Sally Hansen's nail polish in nude.
2. Hytop's Chocolate ice cream
3. My Dereon Jeans
4. Big earrings!
5. Reese Witherspoon's Bloom (smells like sweet mornings)
6. My two silver rings.
7. My boyfriend :)