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Xmas eve sucked! Lol...It wasnt THAT awful..
My friend Rifa and I ended up walking down the Lane !!
It was freaking Awfullllll lol...I would NOT bring that story up EVER again in my life!
Uhhh We were saved by Darryl =)
The night wasnt soo bad, there were the high points but I've had better xmas eve (s)

Xmas felt like a sunday!
Boxing day was much more fun as My sis, Myself and Rifa went out.
Sunday feels like a lame-ass day...I should've gone to church!
Maybe next sunday.... =)

Uhh well thats about it...the xmas i wanted...i didnt get  =(
Oh well...

So I decided to do another blog today, seeing that I have alot to get off my chest..

Firstly, My family and friends who read my blog are demanding that I do a list of stuff they can actually get here in Grenada, so here goes:
1. Lipstick by Revlon - Nude attitude
(You can find that in Gittens)
2. L'oreal Beauty tubes Mascara
(You can find that in Duty Free Caribbean in the Esplanade mall)
3. Any Beauty Rush products with Vanilla !
(You can find this upstairs in a store called Bath and Body works at Bruce Street mall)
4. Coloured Toe rings
(I saw some really cute ones in Lisa's Jewellery)

Now as you can all see I'm a BIG fan of beauty products so surprise me..

But really I dont want anything (just so u guys know) I just want to have a merry xmas with lots of food but its not turning out that way at all! Everything and Everyone is so hostile...Ughhh. At home, my mom is ruining the christmas spirit with her constant bickering and my sister is also because she is so rude! My brother and I are trying so hard (god bless him) although his singing annoys me!!
My dad isnt big on traditions and celebrating xmas so i lose his support there. Its time like these that makes me miss Guyana and my grandma. Anyways I still will keep hope up high to have a merry christmas. But its hard to do that when your heart is freakin breaking...coz you cant and dont wnat to give up on people you care about and can possibly love.

My Xmas Wishlist

These are all things that I would not go out and purchase myself, coz for those of u that knws me, you would know that the minute i see something i like i go out and get it!

Of course I want world peace :) haha
These are just some things that would make life a bit brighter =D

Christian Louboutins = Effin awesomest shoes on the planet!                                          

There are some boots that Fergie wore in the opening of the Victoria's secret fashion show this year that would make me droool if I had them but unfortunately they are too much of a fashion statement to make here in La Grenade!

OMG I want this so bad (I hope my dad sees this) lol...My favourite word if I had this would be 'Cheese' Its such a baby! I love it!!!!! i <3 uuu!!! Rawrr!!

 I really really want to do this to my hair! But I might be getting this since my dad promised me and all ;)

Hmmmm...What else do I want?

My AHS school ring that my mother promised over a year now! lol but its me the lazy booty that wont go and get it!

Uhhh....More clothes would definitely NOT kill anyone, it would infact make me freaking happy.

My letter to Santa

Dear Santa,

I've been good, now I want to be naughty...Please send me a man.

                                                                      Lots of love

                                                                      Steffane!

Ahahahah =)

DISCLAIMER : My letter to Santa was only for fun, Im single by choice =)

Anything else?

Hmmmmmmm Nope thats about it ;)

Hoping for a Merry Xmas xoxo

Sun 13th Dec.

Sunday Dec 13th
This day is going to be long and lousy, I can tell.
You wake up at 10 o' clock with an 'Okay' dream and you wonder if it has any meaning. Then you psych yourself out...above that you are now confused with your love life. Your annoying brother just becomes more of an asshole as the months goes by (you love him and you hate him) Before the love, you think of ripping him apart till he can no longer bleed i.e he's dead, you think that will make the world a better place :) then you smile at what you are thinking and all the hatred and anger disappears until you hear someone calling your name; the annoyance returns.

Its J's Bday. I've known him for quite sometime now; since he was 15, he's now 19...:)
Happy birthday J.

Xmas cleaning was a blast yesterday...I look forward to more cleaning. I think I'll start cleaning my room today..I need to clean out my closet. Get some new clothes (fingers crossed).

Happy day =D Smile lots and dont be bitter like K...and his lion Don ;)

My new fav things...

Cosmo is my addiction!
Its so interesting it really isn't funny how quickly one can be addicted to a magazine :)
I'm so glad though because according to their horoscope, all Geminis are gonna have a GREAT January! (Im a Gemini *giggle*)

My BB n IPOD means life to me!
Well the BB is self-explanatory bcuz ANY phone means life! Lol
My friend said "Blackberrys are the mark of the beast" ahaaahaa, I was a little tempted to go investigate and find something demonic about BBs but No, tht would mean me giving up my BB, and no thxs to THAT offer.
My ipod screen broke :( well not so dramatic...but its now tainted! I still luff it bad though (yes i knw) coz last night, i forgot it home (well left it home) and on my drive back home...I missed it sooooo bad! I subbed with my brother's PSP but that was NOT as satisfying!

XMAS!
Geez, I can feel the season in the air! and I 100% LOVEEEEEEEE it!
Im the one that will be cleaning our home and decoration and all tht crud.
I just have to wait until my parents do grocery-shopping for this week (hopefully tnight we do tht) so i can get glass cleaner (we're out lol) and other stuff to make this house SPICK and SPAN.
Today i think I will giving my room a make-over! (AGAIN) I just get really bored with this room really quickly so its vital for changes to be made almost EVERY week!
Anyways back to xmas...i realised that our family does not have regular traditions like the ones we would have back in Guyana.
In guyana, all our families would come over to my grand-mothers home, the men would be busy putting up tents and buliding stuff for them to chill while the ladies would all be cooking some amazing food! While the kids were playing, my teenage male cousins were in charge of drinks and ice cream whilst the girls would be in charge of desserts...:D
And in Grenada...we dont reallly have much family members and my parents are busy working for xmas so...me and my mom would stay up on xmas eve decorating the house so when my brother and sister n dad wakes up, its XMAS! But im takin ctrl this yr and i would be decorating :)
Im so eager to get my gloves on and start scrubbing and cobwebbing lol
I think ill be doing a whole lotta baking coz i jus want one traditional xmas, u knw?
Where there are stockings and the scent of freshly baked cookies and a xmas tree and xmas present and santa!
I cant wait to get married and have my perfect Christmas! (for the record, im only 18...im not engaged or anything..im single...I think)

Single life?
Hmmm...this can go! lol

And thts about it...:)

Okie dokie :
So I haven't really updated in a while...hear goes
BTW this is gonna be longgg!

So I've been busy with finals...and man am i glad they are done! I didnt think the exams itself were horrible but the projects and assignments just crept up on me. I had two presentations and one went absolutely PERFECT! My group got an 'A' but we lost three marks for ummm i dnt rmbr but ye and then the other one...ok here is the story:

So we got there, tried our powerpoint and it worked perfectly well...then it was our time to present and there were some technical difficulties, it took a while and everyone was getting sorta impatient but most of all Mr. Glean (our lecturer) was...man i heard the chilling words 'you have five mins left' yikkkkesss wht was tht abt? cant u understn 'technical freakin difficulties'? I got soo mad and scared. At tht point i had given up. Sheesh. Anyways all wasnt sooo bad coz we got a 'B' but im not a freakin 'B' person (ugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh) Idiot!

So there was this cruise, night ended with me cryin coz i didnt wna go anymore coz of a long blah blah story *strangles mother and father* They dont tell me I cant go, they jus make it impossible for me to go without guilt....uggggggggggh at this point in my teenage life, i despise those two ppl. I think they are out to get me, I dnt give if they are doin it coz they care..they are mean and selfish and uggggh they are tryin to ruin my already sucky social life!

Ther is a new guy :D, He is totally awesome and at first i thought he was boring, but um he's really not that bad....he quite cute and he's growing on me :D
He jus has a few bad habits that im willing to overlook.

Uhhhh I should mention an incident where i drifted apart from the guy i had liked before coz this idiot went and screwed things up. I forgive tht idiot but arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg i jus wna hit him! but i wont coz i dnt hurt ppl (well, i do but i wont coz arrrrrrg) anyways i have a strong mind to post pics of him wearing hoops...but i wont..or i might depending on how much of an ass he acts again. Geez im still mad at him, i jus realised.

This wasnt such a bad semester after all, as much as i wna drop out..i wont ;)

A terrible day

What really sucks:
-That I have so much work to do, but i left my book in my locker
-He's too much of a "guy-guy" for me!
-I don't know people's REAL intentions :(
-I'm deathly tired at the moment
-Dulce doesn't have a new video up :(

My day was terrible!
I wish tuesdays werent so long! :(
Off to bed i go

Darn, Im starting to resent sundays...Its such a lazy day. I went to school today to study, i did study but did i absorb anything? Hmmm I'm not quite sure.

Stuff that happened to me tday:
- I went on a hunger strike to punish my mother, for quarrelling very early in the morning (word to the wise: Not a brilliant idea)
- I went to use a bathroom and missed a bus outta skl.
- I fought with my sister, I won and i also deleted her off my FB and Msn.
Yep thats about it, quite a lousy day.

Im really into season six of desperate housewives, My fav characters are Lynette and Gabby!
Its such a hot season, i cant wait to find out who attacked Julie!

My week, 2nd wk in Nov. 09

Love That Red By Revlon

What happened this week:
- I got my BB, yay!
- I did NOT get my goldfish. Yet atleast.
- My home was being picketed by my freakishly annoying friend, So i told him NOT to come over (because my parents were in Trinidad for two days, he still came. I brought him a cup of water upon his request seeing that he walked up quite a long hill, then he complained about the glass i brought the water in; apparently it was TOO small? Mannn...I took my glass and went back inside, screw him! Being the nice person that i am...I went back outside after five minutes to find him there....CRYING! It was an emotional night and at the end i ended up not hating him anymore. He's a nice person but he's confused. Actually i don't think thats it; i think he likes me but he LOVES her and because he needs me (long story, but he needs me for something he wants, not sex) I think that that was the main reason he was being 'Suzy suck-up'
- Rifa and I had a movie day on friday, Princess Protection Program. It was a good message about friendship but it was not deep enough and it was very much predictable. I just adored Demi Lovato in that movie! I saw her step into character, Selena Gomez, however, was stuck in being a wizard, I'd like to see ONE movie where she is NOT miserable, but i guess she was also in character.
- I am NOT a solid bright nail polish colour of a girl; red, pink etc those are definitely NOT my thing! However I'm now confessing my love for a red nail polish called 'Love That Red' By Revlon, its a matte nail polish and I just absolutely LOVE it.
Right now, my nails are painted with Smiley faces! lol
- Just got a call from a guy that stalked my FB page to get my attention by commenting on EVERYTHING, yes, so he jus told me that his objective is to ANNOY me until i HATE him, oh well...oh and same guy wants to 'date' me..I mean, WOW, what is up with men today?
I rather those on the white horses! (dream on Lis)

Thats really basically all for my week!
Oh, I also fell in love with Fritolay's onion rings!!!
They remind me of a thing called Tasty snacks that i used to eat in Guyana....but we don'd get that anymore :(

Another day

Geesh tday went by so quickly. Again I came home and crashed on the couch than proceeded to my mom's bed. Ah...a nice 3-hour nap. It was awesome! I was to get My goldfish tday but instead i bought some other things. Anyways I'll get him some other day, hopefully soon. Im swamped with skl now that i shud get started on now...so bye.

The day before my BB

So today I came home from hanging with my girls (something we do every monday) and i was so effin tired, i jus crashed on the couch for like 2 hrs. It was like a energy drain or something. And I got up to have a crying session; my dad loves to play games and ive been beggin for a BB since i lost mine last month but he jus likes makin me suffer, coz he thinks its funny (bleh to my dad :@) so i begged and pleaded for a BB until i cried. Then i finally got all my money organised for it (thx u lil sis) and im goin to get it bright and early tmrw morning! Ill be sure to take pics and rmbr tht moment FOREVR! i jus hope i dnt lose this one :( that would freakin suck! Ill take gd care of it. My next goal is to get me a sexy digi cam. My last one was ruined...actually its time was up. RIP CAM :( i need my own one where i can take nude pics of my self ahahaha (ye right) but i jus need one to capture those "oh so memorable moments" I just cant wait for tmrw. Ill be damned if im disappointed. Anyways tday went by so quickly, i was stunned. 2009 is gonna be a blur in years. EVerything jus zoomed on by. Ah. Now i have a ton of h/w that i'l attend to. I have a research paper due and i need to get started, i have like 2 days left *shrieks* Sighs* so anyways Im goin to tidy my pig pen AKA room and take a nice bath, grab my box of cookies and get started on my work :)

A change.

I miss my best friend, We've been together for six years and she just ups and moves away. I just really miss her. But we're both big girls that has a bright future ahead of us. Im so proud of her, she's my little diamond. Oh as For me? My name is Steffane Ramnaryan and I'm 18 years old, I was born in Guyana and i reside in Grenada. I have been for the past 7-8 years. I have a passion for tlking :) Its true, Maybe that tlkin can translate into typing ;)